loved you lately


the most awesome time of the day:

is when i get back home, alone in my room and blast music through my speakers, drown out my thoughts and just completely and utterly stone.

that, haha, is my meditation.


well, that aside, today was odd.

tiring, fun, tiring, fun and really really odd with alot of stares on the way home.


cause we went home carrying bamboo poles in our hands and two more in our bags.

and we even went to watch twilight with the poles. in case you were wondering, the poles are for dance.

and in the span of about the 4 hours we were in tiong bahru plaza carrying the poles around, we were asked twice if we were pole dancers. haha well at least the two people who asked were both really nice aunties.

anyway,

"you're my own personal brand of heroin"

then i felt my heart melt like completely.

its always easier to believe in fiction. like if my life was a nightmare i'd probably rejoice cause i know sometime or another everything would be just the way it was and i'd wake up from it.

and its always easier to believe in something you want to believe in. so here, take your pick: choose what you want to believe in.

well, i ___(fill in the blank)___ you.